He's my adventure

Yesterday bored as hell me and my best friend Nunu (aka Momo) was just walking around. My plan was just to get out and walk around, drop a video off at my mom (step) house. Walking down the hill and crossing the street, then a car pulled over. It was Dolly and Nate. Honestly if Dolly was driving i feel he would of just came going (and thats sad cause we knew him longer and more) but, Nate on the other hand pulled over. "Where you guys going??" [i love his accent] "Micky Dz, where you guys going??" "To pick up Maine at the stony court, get in." I guess momo and i saw it as a free ride and took it. [Now my minds not like other peoples mind unless othere peoples mind have 3 sides. Meaning the angel, the demons, the me deep down, and then theres me. Weird?? - yah ii know] We hopped in the car dropped off Dolly to the other car [where Lion and 2 other girls were], Nate drove us to Micky Dz and then me and Nunu realized he doesnt know our name. "Whats my name Nate??" "I know yalls name" [notice he didnt say it] (we all laughed). "What does my name begin with??" i asked. "I know its a letter in the alphabet" nate replied. (lol we all laughed again) "Which letter??" nunu asked "I know its A thru Z" nate replied. By that time we ordered our food, then went to stony basketball court to where Handszx was. I got out the car and nate said he was going to turn around so, i went to go get Handszx and he said "after this game". I ran to go tell nate and nunu but they were gone. Went back [I was cold] and found myself watching Handszx play ball. Literally just freezing my ass off but feeling warm in my daze [daze: he was winning at a high school basketball game and i was his hot popular cheerleader girlfriend cheering him on. He made the last winning shot and ran to me (instead of his family and friends), picked me up and spent me around. You know typical high school dream]. Dolly and Lion came and knocked me out of my daze "Where's Nate??" "He left me. He kicked me out the car and left with Nunu." "(lol) He left with Nunu??" Dolly asked. "I just said that." We looked around and Dolly asked "Is that them right there??" I looked at it like "I dont know the color of the car." Dolly - you dont know the color of the car and you rode here in it?? me - i just said that. It was them, I ran to Nunu, and we left. Dolly left with the 2 girls. Lion, Nate, and Handszx played ball so we left.

Walking up the street and we saw Berto. Walked with Berto to my moms house to give her the movie. Hi mom Bye mom. Walked Berto back down the street and played a game. Who can scream the loudest.......with words. [I got it from the Movie: 500 Days of Summer. They went to a field and screamed "Penis" to the top of their lungs. We used funnier and nastier words but still, it was fun.] Stood on the corner and there was Nate pulling up to find out what we was doing. [Now i love adventures and not knowing and Nunu loves not being bored but being away] Nate said "We going to the beach, we going to have, get naked, and take pictures" Nunu was down and Handszx was like "You coming Kia??" [ (lol) how the FUCK can ii say no to him. Well thats not really true cause everytime he asked me out i said no so... how could i say No to the beach then i guess]. Got in the car, went to BK [everyone ordered large on my treat; assholes.], went past Xbestie's house said hi to him and his mom [even though he's locked up], went to the gas station [Lion swears i was staring at handszx but i was staring at a light daydreaming about him to be honest] "Awww thats cute you thinking about Handszx, thats your man, you know you like him." I hit him on the arm "Lion shut up and stoppp. I was looking at the light stupid." Then, we got to the beach . Took pictures, went to the park, was on the swing, and yeah. Handszx is my adventure, if we was going out we'd be so cute, but he asked me way back in November but i always said no [i dont know why but i cant force it out of me] and now he has a girl and we just talk. He sat in the back with me on the way back home and got a cookie from my house then, good bye handszx, lion and nate. Showed my mom all the pictures and told her about how i felt being at the beach, at night, with him. Damn if i could go back to November and say yes when he asked me out [but i dont regret anything i strongly believe in the word: faith].

Im so bored and tired

By: Takia Coles
im so bored and tired
my eyes are burning red
only got three hours of sleep last night
phyiscally in school but mentally in bed
for the last past 3 days that's how tired i've been
i dont know how people can sleep standing up
but right now i bet you i can
counting sheep dont work for me
cause after one dreamland is where i will be
i am sore and my body is weak
throw a rock at my head, for i can not wake, cause i am there deep
give me a pillow and call me sleeping beauty
for i am doing what i do best, im doing my duties
eat, sleep, and sleep some more
lock me in a room with no bed
thats ok cause you cant take the floor
you can try to wake me by starting a riot
im so bored and im so tired im sleep typing
so shhhh go away be quiet

Confessions
By Robert Browning
What is he buzzing in my ears?
"Now that I come to die,
Do I view the world as a vale of tears?"
Ah, reverend sir, not I!
What I viewed there once, what I view again
Where the physic bottles stand
On the table's edge,—is a suburb lane,
With a wall to my bedside hand.
That lane sloped, much as the bottles do,
From a house you could descry
O'er the garden-wall; is the curtain blue
Or green to a healthy eye?
To mine, it serves for the old June weather
Blue above lane and wall;
And that farthest bottle labelled "Ether"
Is the house o'ertopping all.
At a terrace, somewhere near the stopper,
There watched for me, one June,
A girl: I know, sir, it's improper,
My poor mind's out of tune.
Only, there was a way... you crept
Close by the side, to dodge
Eyes in the house, two eyes except:
They styled their house "The Lodge."
What right had a lounger up their lane?
But, by creeping very close,
With the good wall's help,—their eyes might strain
And stretch themselves to Oes,
Yet never catch her and me together,
As she left the attic, there,
By the rim of the bottle labelled "Ether,"
And stole from stair to stair,
And stood by the rose-wreathed gate. Alas,
We loved, sir—used to meet:
How sad and bad and mad it was—
But then, how it was sweet!

Give All To Love
By Ralph Waldo Emerson
Give all to love;
Obey thy heart;
Friends, kindred, days,
Estate, good-frame,
Plans, credit and the Muse,—
Nothing refuse.
’T is a brave master;
Let it have scope:
Follow it utterly,
Hope beyond hope:
High and more high
It dives into noon,
With wing unspent,
Untold intent:
But it is a god,
Knows its own path
And the outlets of the sky.
It was never for the mean;
It requireth courage stout.
Souls above doubt,
Valor unbending,
It will reward,—
They shall return
More than they were,
And ever ascending.
Leave all for love;
Yet, hear me, yet,
One word more thy heart behoved,
One pulse more of firm endeavor,—
Keep thee to-day,
To-morrow, forever,
Free as an Arab
Of thy beloved.
Cling with life to the maid;
But when the surprise,
First vague shadow of surmise
Flits across her bosom young,
Of a joy apart from thee,
Free be she, fancy-free;
Nor thou detain her vesture’s hem,
Nor the palest rose she flung
From her summer diadem.
Though thou loved her as thyself,
As a self of purer clay,
Though her parting dims the day,
Stealing grace from all alive;
Heartily know,
When half-gods go,
The gods arrive.

Ah! Why, Because The Dazzling Sun
By Emily Jane Brontë
Ah! why, because the dazzling sun
Restored my earth to joy
Have you departed, every one,
And left a desert sky?
All through the night, your glorious eyes
Were gazing down in mine,
And with a full heart's thankful sighs
I blessed that watch divine!
I was at peace, and drank your beams
As they were life to me
And revelled in my changeful dreams
Like petrel on the sea.
Thought followed thought—star followed star
Through boundless regions on,
While one sweet influence, near and far,
Thrilled through and proved us one.
Why did the morning rise to break
So great, so pure a spell,
And scorch with fire the tranquil cheek
Where your cool radiance fell?
Blood-red he rose, and arrow-straight,
His fierce beams struck my brow;
The soul of Nature sprang elate,
But mine sank sad and low!
My lids closed down—yet through their veil
I saw him blazing still;
And bathe in gold the misty dale,
And flash upon the hill.
I turned me to the pillow then
To call back Night, and see
Your worlds of solemn light, again
Throb with my heart and me!
It would not do—the pillow glowed
And glowed both roof and floor,
And birds sang loudly in the wood,
And fresh winds shook the door.
The curtains waved, the wakened flies
Were murmuring round my room,
Imprisoned there, till I should rise
And give them leave to roam.
O Stars and Dreams and Gentle Night;
O Night and Stars return!
And hide me from the hostile light
That does not warm, but burn—
That drains the blood of suffering men;
Drinks tears, instead of dew:
Let me sleep through his blinding reign,
And only wake with you!